I did not have any real friendships and I avoided my family I was insecure and turned to friends and partying to find significance. Pastor's sermons are applicable to my life and have given me practical ways to grow deeper in faith. 
I'm so thankful I was raised to life through baptism :)
God really restores me He gives life more than what I deserved. I believe that God is not finish with me yet for He is the first and last .God is intended me to experience joy beyond measure and I know He is faithful to answer all the desires of my heart. Nothing is too hard for Him for He is able to do everything. His thoughts are higher than our thoughts His plans are higher than our plans. Jesus overcame it all He had won the victory !