I did not have any real friendships and I avoided my family I was insecure and turned to friends and partying to find significance. Pastor's sermons are applicable to my life and have given me practical ways to grow deeper in faith. 
I'm so thankful I was raised to life through baptism :)
God really restores me He gives life more than what I deserved. I believe that God is not finish with me yet for He is the first and last .God is intended me to experience joy beyond measure and I know He is faithful to answer all the desires of my heart. Nothing is too hard for Him for He is able to do everything. His thoughts are higher than our thoughts His plans are higher than our plans. Jesus overcame it all He had won the victory !                                                                                                                                                       

You did it bro !

Grace, what have you done?

Murdered for me on that cross

Accused in absence of wrong

My sin washed away in your blood

Too much to make sense of it all

I know that your love breaks my fall

The scandal of grace, you died in my place

So my soul will live

Give all I have just to know you

Jesus, there's no one besides you

Forever the hope in my heart

Death, where is your sting?

Your power is as dead as my sin

The cross has taught me to live

In mercy, my heart now to sing

The day and it's trouble shall come

I know that your strength is enough

The scandal of grace, you died in my place

So my soul will live

And it's all because of you, Jesus

It's all because of you, Jesus

It's all because of your love

And my soul will live